YTuesday, July 19, 2005
shyt.
today marks d end of me n him. i guess i really cant keep anything going with any1. i feel like crap. AGAIN. thats wat my sister said.hah.
im not at all amazed..but im hurt. I cant believe he could ignore me...3days..just like that.
DONT crap wit me about only 3days. it's a waste of quality time. n worst. it's d point wer i really needed him.
guess i really have no one now..except sue..and shi...yikes!
wat happened to my sister, shiting, and evry1 else? i honestly don't know.
CRAP.
i dyed my hair blu black..look diff..heh..but i liked it. needs alota getting used to..but yeah.
im feeling more of myself now.
being alone and stuff makes you do things that u havent done for quite some tym..heh.
i watched fantastic4 yday..wit sue,shi and kengkee and peiyi..yepz!
im kinda psyched watchin the movie..mebe it's coz i needed the entertainment.
like wat sue said..i cant believe i'm actually tinking abt school rite after stepping out of the theatre.
school is really draining me each day..but im glad im scoring well enough..i just need to hang on..i have to.
by the way, have you guys ever thought of what you are really made of?
like, what are your good and points? Why is life doing tis to you literally?
what is going to happen to your life?
i havent got an answer to that yet.
_callous_ was here with you at
